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{"id":3385,"date":"2015-11-10T21:35:29","date_gmt":"2015-11-10T21:35:29","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.gencayyildiz.com\/blog\/?p=3385"},"modified":"2019-02-08T21:22:00","modified_gmt":"2019-02-08T21:22:00","slug":"bitti-tebrikler-kahraman-tazeoglu-siiri","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.gencayyildiz.com\/blog\/bitti-tebrikler-kahraman-tazeoglu-siiri\/","title":{"rendered":"Bitti, Tebrikler! &#8211; Kahraman Tazeo\u011flu \u015eiiri"},"content":{"rendered":"<div id=\"fb-root\"><\/div>\n<p>Kimi \u015fiir rahatlat\u0131r, kimisi hat\u0131rlat\u0131r&#8230;.Kimisi de sevmesende seni senden daha iyi anlat\u0131r.<br \/>\nKahraman Tazeo\u011flu \u00f6yle bir hisleri d\u00f6km\u00fc\u015f ki, dost ac\u0131 s\u00f6yler misali, hem dinlerken s\u0131zlat\u0131r hem de m\u0131sralar\u0131nda k\u0131rk y\u0131ll\u0131k dostmu\u015f\u00e7as\u0131na ba\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 sa\u011flamla\u015ft\u0131r\u0131r.<\/p>\n<p>\u015eiir sevildik\u00e7e vard\u0131r.\u015eiir ok\u015farsa co\u015fturur ruhu.Ac\u0131 \u00e7ektiren \u015fiir mi olur?Olursa dinlemeye de\u011fer mi?De\u011fmez dostlar.Lakin bu seferlik bu \u015fiir dinlemeden \u00f6te beni ve \u015eair Kahraman\u0131 anlaman\u0131z i\u00e7in aks\u0131n yoluna, yokluk sahas\u0131na g\u00f6ms\u00fcn bizi, son kez bo\u011fsun bizi \u015fairin betimledi\u011fi gibi sevdas\u0131zl\u0131klara.Ama nokta olsun, hem bu \u015fiirin m\u0131sralar\u0131na hem de ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z bu \u00e7\u0131k\u0131lmaz ac\u0131lara.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\"><span style=\"color: #ff0000;\"><strong>Bitti, Tebrikler<\/strong><\/span><br \/>\n<em>Tebrikler&#8230;<\/em><br \/>\n<em> Kendini bitirmeyi ba\u015fard\u0131n bende.<\/em><br \/>\n<em> Gurur duyanilirsin kendinle, hakk\u0131nd\u0131r.<\/em><br \/>\n<em> H\u00fcr olman\u0131n hakl\u0131 gururunu ya\u015fa.<\/em><br \/>\n<em> Neredesin, ne yap\u0131yorsun s\u00f6ylemek zorunda de\u011filsin.<\/em><br \/>\n<em> Benden kanatlan\u0131p u\u00e7tuktan sonra hangi dala kondu\u011funun \u00f6nemi yok art\u0131k.<\/em><br \/>\n<em> Kanatlar\u0131n k\u0131r\u0131lana dek \u00f6zg\u00fcrl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fcn tad\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kar. Hakk\u0131nd\u0131r, tebrikler.<\/em><br \/>\n<em> Sen varkende hep y\u00fcre\u011fimdeydin , gittikten sonra da ayn\u0131 yerde \u00f6ylece duruyorsun.<\/em><br \/>\n<em> Eskiden ok\u015fard\u0131n, \u015fimdi bat\u0131yorsun&#8230;<\/em><br \/>\n<em> Sevmek ne b\u00fcy\u00fck aptall\u0131km\u0131\u015f. Ve ben, ne kadar da \u00e7ok sevmi\u015fim me\u011fer&#8230;<\/em><br \/>\n<em> Ac\u0131lar mutluluktan beslenirmi\u015f oysa.<\/em><br \/>\n<em> \u00c7ok b\u00fcy\u00fck ac\u0131lar \u00e7ekiyormu\u015fsun, \u00e7ok b\u00fcy\u00fck seversen e\u011fer. Benim ac\u0131m\u0131n nedenide de sensin.<\/em><br \/>\n<em> Su\u00e7sa kendinden \u00e7ok sevmek birini, kabahatse herkesten farkl\u0131 tutmaksa onun yerini. \u00d6zr\u00fcm kabahatimden b\u00fcy\u00fck benim. En k\u00f6t\u00fcs\u00fc de bunun fark\u0131nda oldu\u011fum halde bir yan\u0131m seni istiyor hala. Ne yapaca\u011f\u0131m\u0131 \u015fa\u015f\u0131rm\u0131\u015f durumday\u0131m.<\/em><br \/>\n<em> Kalsan katlanacak gibi de\u011fil, gitsem g\u00f6n\u00fcl raz\u0131 de\u011fil.<\/em><br \/>\n<em> Senin olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n bir hayata dar geliyor ruhum.<\/em><br \/>\n<em> Ka\u00e7 beden yo\u011flu\u011fun, d\u00fcnyaya s\u0131\u011fam\u0131yorum&#8230;<\/em><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\"><em>Her \u015fey bitti&#8230;<\/em><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\"><em>Bitmesini istemedi\u011fim ne varsa saman alevi gibi s\u00f6nd\u00fc hepsi.<\/em><br \/>\n<em> Oysa ne kadar da temizdi her\u015fey. Ne kadar da masumca sevmi\u015ftim seni.<\/em><br \/>\n<em> Bana sar\u0131lmana gerek yoktu, \u00f6pmen \u015fart de\u011fildi, elimi tutmasanda olurdu.<\/em><br \/>\n<em> Aram\u0131zdaki mesafelere inat s\u0131cakl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 hissedebilecek kadar seviyordum zaten.<\/em><br \/>\n<em> Telefonun ucunda sesine sar\u0131larak uyuyacak kadar, \u00f6pt\u00fcm dedi\u011finde yanaklar\u0131m k\u0131zaracak kadar&#8230;<\/em><br \/>\n<em> Seviyordum i\u015fte. Her \u015feyden \u00e7ok, her \u015feyden biraz katarak&#8230;<\/em><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\"><em>Helal olsun sana!<\/em><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\"><em>Seni b\u00f6ylesine sevdi\u011fime dair en ufak bir delil bile b\u0131rakmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n i\u00e7in i\u00e7imde. K\u0131l\u0131na bile k\u0131yamazken can\u0131na k\u0131ysan umursamayacak kadar t\u00fcketti\u011fin i\u00e7in kendini bende.<\/em><br \/>\n<em> Helal olsun sana!<\/em><br \/>\n<em> Kutluyorum seni&#8230;<\/em><br \/>\n<em> Ama bir g\u00fcn sak\u0131n beni \u00f6zleme, arama, sorma. M\u00fcmk\u00fcnse hat\u0131rlama hatta.<\/em><br \/>\n<em> <span style=\"color: #003300;\"><strong>Benim senin i\u00e7in ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m g\u00fcnler ge\u00e7ti; sen benim i\u00e7in \u00f6lsen neye yarar \u015fimdi?<\/strong><\/span><\/em><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\"><em>Ben seni unutmas\u0131na unuturum da sen beni hat\u0131rlamaya mahkumsun. Sen beni en \u00e7ok niye unutamazs\u0131n biliyor musun?<\/em><br \/>\n<em> \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc g\u00fcnah\u0131m\u0131 ald\u0131n,<\/em><br \/>\n<em> \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc can\u0131m\u0131 yakt\u0131n,<\/em><br \/>\n<em> \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc sen haks\u0131zd\u0131n&#8230;<\/em><br \/>\n<em> Unutma, ben senin kanayan vicdan\u0131n\u0131m!<\/em><br \/>\n<em> Kime sar\u0131lsan, biraz daha s\u0131zlar\u0131m&#8230;.<\/em><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: right;\">Kahraman Tazeo\u011flu<\/p>\n<p>Sevgi ve Sayg\u0131lar\u0131mla&#8230;<\/p>\n<!-- AddThis Advanced Settings generic via filter on the_content --><!-- AddThis Share Buttons generic via filter on the_content -->","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Kimi \u015fiir rahatlat\u0131r, kimisi hat\u0131rlat\u0131r&#8230;.Kimisi de sevmesende seni senden daha iyi anlat\u0131r. 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